WILL SHE EVER SEE HIM AGAIN ?

  WILL I EVER SEE YOU AGAIN ???

Where do i Start?

How should i continue ?

Its as if everything happened last night.

That last phone call, the video, those hospital sounds......i have to live all those moments once again now, to write about you.

Not a very great experience it will be, But i will be strong enough to travel one year back to bring you to life once more.

Just so you know "YOU WEREN'T ABANDONED BY UR PEOPLE."

Being a Clinical Physiotherapist made me a Good physiotherapist to my patients .

But being a PHYSIOTHERAPY SPEAKER made me more close to the students even though i haven't taught a single class in any college.

This INFLUENCE i had on them and the Way they LOVE me changed my whole perception towards working for the betterment of Physiotherapy.

Am i Friendly with all ? Definitely Not.

But did they consider me their person ? YES

And thats how this story begins between Me & Dr.Dracula .

His name isn't that but that's what he calls himself. From the day he contacted me in a webinar after my speech till the day he vanished into thin air,
He called me by only one name "ANGEL"

 

Suddenly a smile escaped my lips while writing this. May be he is still watching over me writing this story.

A bright Student
Recipient of GOLD MEDAL
Hungry for MORE KNOWLEDGE
Mad to find his LIFE PURPOSE
A born REBEL against anything that he doesn't like
A GENTLEMAN for anyone he loved......
In one word he is "PARAM" .

Conversations with him were not always about Subject. 

He had a deeper connect with universe and energies.His mind always wandered around finding the mysteries of the World beyond. That is where our conversations made more sense.
Even at mid nights he would wake up with some doubt and if he found me online working at that time, he would immediately text me and ask the doubts.

One such Question he asked was, " Angel, if everything is predestined then do you think our life makes any sense?Are we living or are we just being toyed around by divine forces? "

What will your answer be to this ? And now u can understand at what level of Thinking Param was at.
Not easy to understand and many call him tough nerd.
I still feel there is a soft heart hidden in him which he brought out only when he felt comfortable around his people.

I can proudly say He is the First student to receive "PHOENIXERZ ACADEMIC EXCELLENCE AWARD" in my First PHOENIXERZ CONFERENCE.

He always dreamt of A life thats dedicated to the care of Animals and research. Every little thing that bothered him in life,
I was the one to receive that news from him.
He found comfort in isolation and at times Over workouts.
Every one fights their own battles silently and I guess he was doing the same.

One fine day, i got a call from UK and surprisingly it was Him. He achieved State 1st in Final year of BPT and flew to UK for Masters. He shared this news after crossing the country borders. Thats how he always was. Always afraid to share great news until time passed by as he felt something wrong is ready to happen anytime.

Just before we bid our goodbyes in call, he said "Angel, I will come and visit you personally this time when I come to India and I will bring ur favourite ROSE BOUQUET and take you on a long drive and a Date."

I never knew that was gonna be the last time we were gonna talk.

Few months later, I received a watsapp message from Dr.Gomathi at 1am.
It read, "Mam, Param is in ICU in COMA."
A huge bomb dropped on all of us just as new year dawned in 2024.

The next whole week was totally about him,
praying for his recovery,
sending him positive energies,
trying to get some news about him,
making people run around UK to reach him and stay with him(Sharat, u were his angel truly).

Those sleepless nights which gave us mini heart attacks every time we heard a msg tone,

Those silent and not very silent tears that his loved ones were shedding over conference calls,

Those frustrated feelings over medical attention and tests that were leading no where.....

For the next few days,
There was a HOPE docs will bring him out of his COMA
&
There was a denial over letting him Go.

And finally that fateful night,
What all of us feared........Happened.

A conference video call started ringing on my mobile. Trembling with tears and hiding the pain I answered the call.

Moments before his OXYGEN MASK was pulled off,

 a final call was done to all his loved ones to look at him for one last time.

THAT WAS THE LAST TIME SHE EVER SAW HIM.

Days that followed were no less painful. Yet I had the responsibility of calming down his closest ones. 

Was I being brave or Was I faking being Brave to give those people the strength ?

Till date I have no clue about that. All I Know is

           "SHE WILL NEVER SEE HIM AGAIN "

May be in her dreams
May be in her Memories
May be in her daily conversations with him in her mind
May be in her Prayers
May be in her Tears
May be in the hope that he is happy somewhere in After Life
She will keep seeing him. 

But Never again can she SEE HIM.

Well my dearest People reading this ....

If you want to see someone
                        - MEET THEM IMMEDIATELY
If you want to talk to someone
                        - CALL THEM IMMEDIATELY
If you want to express your love
                        - DO IT IMMEDIATELY
If you want to Spend some time with them
                          - TAKE A TRIP TO THEIR PLACE

Life is too short to not do things when there is a chance
Life is too short to Keep your feelings suppressed and suffer in Silence.
Life is too short to Regret Missing their Love and not telling them.

GO TAKE UR CHANCES WHEN U R ALIVE & THEY ARE ALIVE.

ONCE ONE OF US IS NO MORE
NOTHING LIVES EXCEPT MEMORIES .

PARAM,
  The ones you left here still talk about you.
Still love you and still miss you.
You lived a life thats worthy of the love u are receiving even now.
Hope you are happy in your Afterlife wherever you are.
Rest in Love Little Rascal. Until we meet again on the other side....

      This ones on behalf of  

PRIYALINI , GOMATHI, MANEESHA & SHARATH. 

Its been a long day without you my friend
And I will tell you all about it when I see You Again !