Monday 5 August 2019

FAREWELL MY SUMMER LOVE

It all Started during Summer, years back. It was a normal Sunny Day where light Drizzling made it a Dreamy Scene. Little did I know that Day would later throw gloomy shade on my better days.

When I got Your Msg That day I was more than Happy.
Who wouldn't be? I knew you for a Year but that was going to be the First time we meet. I still remember every little detail of our meet.

A full moon Night that was.
You looked so Handsome in A White Shirt and Blue Denim Jeans. Your smile was a killer. 
Your eyes sparkled with shine as u saw me.
Your smile was so pure.
The Hug you Gave me was full of warmth and love.
The entire combination felt so Filmy yet Real. Is there a Girl who never dreamt of this to happen?? I doubt.

There you sat next to me and were so full of life. You kept on Talking and caressing my hair.
Oh yeah, the countless selfies you took and giggled at every pic with pride.
You held my hands in yours and never let them go even when I had to answer my phone.
Sitting on Grass by the LAKE SIDE and admiring THE FULL MOON, sharing those SWEET NOTHINGS what a Moment it was. 
When those gorgeous girls around us were stealing glances at you, I wondered how your focus was only on me and never bothered to even look at them.



YOU MADE ME FEEL AS IF I AM YOUR QUEEN.
When the time came for me to leave, your eyes were so shaken that you took all the pain to travel 2 hours to drop me at my place.
THIS WAS NOTHING LESS THAN A DREAM DATE FOR ANY GIRL.
That hug you gave when you left,I still remember how you struggled to let me go.
I was so moved by this total meet that by the time You left I realized YOU ARE MY MOON.The Moon that brightened a SUMMER NIGHT.
THAT SUMMER DAY and DATE WERE ETCHED ON MY HEART SO DEEPLY.
Little did I know the following days would be no less than Hell for me.

Hours Turned into Days and Days into months..I kept on waiting for your Msg, your reply, Your call.
You were no where to be found.
Your Watsapp Showed You Online But all my Msgs stayed unopened for days.
Your FB was full of pics of Your Happy smiles But I wasn't one of them.
I wondered what happened suddenly that THE MAN WHO ROCKED MY WORLD WITH HIS LOVE DIDN'T EVEN CARE TO LOOK BACK AT ME.

I started feeling so Insecure and Inferior. I felt may be I did a Mistake to offend you. I thought may be I wasn't good enough for you.
To suppress these painful thoughts from piercing my already broken Heart...
To stop myself from waiting endlessly for ur Msg..
To keep myself away from Depression..
The only solace was A SLEEPING PILL A DAY.
How unfortunate even in my DREAMS You appeared out of no where. EVERYTIME I LOOKED AT THE MOON, I FELT SOMETHING PIERCE MY HEART.

Weeks turned into months and Then You Appeared Suddenly one day As if nothing Happened. As if all the pain I felt was a bad nightmare. When you said YOU WERE BUSY WITH WORK all this while I  thought may be I was mistaken and nothing changed. 

Finally when we met This time, its different.
I was the one so eager to see you,
To click pics with you,
To go out with you,
To spend time with you,
To have lunch with you, 
To speak a lot with you...
In all this process , I found out you were the least interested.

The Spark in your eyes flashed only when you were checking Your Phone.
Sitting next to a Person doesn't definitely indicate being with that person. 
Yeah, you were next to me But way out of my Reach.
When you said You have someone else in Your Life,
I saw you off with a smile on my face that night.
THAT MOMENT I KNEW IT WAS A FAREWELL TO U.

Our beginning was Beautiful but that doesn't guarantee our end has to be Beautiful too...
All the years of pain my heart went through, I wanted to compensate it by spending some time with you. 
But sorry to say this, 
YOU WERE NOT WORTH IT.

The Question will always remain for me "Did You Really Deserve My Heart even for a Second?"

THE MOON THAT I ADORE FROM AFAR, 
THE MOON THAT MADE ME FALL IN LOVE,
THE MOON THAT GAVE ME BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES...
IS BUSY SHINING ON SOMEONE ELSE.

Shine to ur brightest My Summer Love As YOU TOOK AWAY MY SMILE and That's What making You Shine.

You came to my life just Like a BRIGHT SUMMER LOVE but you ended up BURNING MY HEART. No relation should be forced. WHAT FLOWS FLOWS, WHAT CRASHES CRASHES. The Moon Still reminds me of YOU, of US. 

Tonight as I sit alone and Stare at the Sky,
THE MOON IS SHINING BRIGHT and 
STARS SPARKLING WITH THEIR MIGHT.
I FELL IN LOVE ALL OVER ONCE AGAIN. 
THIS TIME WITH MYSELF.

And Tonight I tell you My Dear, 
YOU WERE ONCE MY MOON but YOU FADED TOO SOON.
Yet with all the Memories you gave me, I take a leave from you as I Turn My Back on You. Shine on whom you choose to. That's the Gift I give you. 
Thank you for making me realize that Every Dream bears Some Weight, every love leaves some pain.
FAREWELL MY SUMMER LOVE. 💝⚘

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