ALMOST PARADISE

My approach towards Life is always Practical, Realistic and Exquisite.

Since Childhood, 
I never liked Fairy tales Where Cinderella turns into a Princess overnight
Or A Story where some Damsel in Distress awaits her Prince Charming.
One such Story which I used to laugh out loud on was A FOOLS PARADISE.
Never thought one day  I WILL BUILD ONE TOO..
Until You Came into my Life.

My Life is Imperfectly Perfect and A clean Mess.
I enjoy living it the way it is.
But With you in it, it is Absolute Paradise.
A Paradise where only Happiness and Love existed.

A Good morning quote from you made my day brighter,
A casual “how are you” message made me grin wider.
An emoticon once in a while made me blush in pink,
Penning my love for you, I always ran out of Ink.
The warm hug you gave , made me feel like home,
Holding your hand and walking, I always wanted to Roam.
This is My Paradise I built , With You as the Pillar
And our Love as the Foundation.

ALMOST PARADISE...A lovely Paradise.
Where the fragrance of love filled every nook and corner;
Where  the sound of our smiles echoed louder;
Where the promises we made became the stars that guide our future;
Where the Memories we Made,are like blooming flowers we nurture.
ALMOST PARADISE…A lovely Paradise.

Then One Day You just left without any Single Word.
And You Gifted me ABSOLUTE SILENCE.

The Days after, when I was wondering what exactly went wrong;
Those nights when I shed countless tears staring into pitch darkness...
Then
Slowly the clouds disappeared, things became a bit clear.
This ALMOST PARADISE was in reality a FOOLS PARADISE.

In the “WE” I found only “ME”
In “US” it was just “I”
You my Darling,
Never made an attempt to Make US sound as WE .
But Why Did You always make me Believe there is US.

You came and left as and when you want,
While I was waiting for you like a Dog waits for its master .
You Were just a Tourist of my Life
While I gave you the Permanent Residence Visa In my Heart,
You were a Season
While I was the Whole Year.
Damn You left everything to me and finally left me too..
This ALMOST PARADISE never existed..
IT WAS A FOOLS PARADISE.
Where Nothing remained as I Built…
Because the Foundation and Pillar were FALSE HOPES.

You made me the Damsel in Distress Character I hated the most as a kid.
And Life will never be the same again.

As Antonie Wrote in his book THE LITTLE PRINCE,

But, If you come just at any time,
I shall never know at what hour…
My heart is to be ready to greet You.

Because LOVE IS NEITHER A CHOICE NOR AN OPTION.
IT IS A CONDITION in which THE OTHER PERSONS HAPPINESS IS ESSENTIAL FOR YOUR OWN.
If coming Back to me, Makes you Happy
I will welcome you with a Smile as always.
If You forgot me already and living happily with someone else
Then I wish you all the happiness of the world.
So, I WILL WAIT.....
I will wait for you to come back one day, after you realised whats real and what actually is Love.